Happy 16 mnths baby..lets share it with the world..
It may be rough for us today.
Feelings that were hidden among us were let out today..
Maybe sometimes we dont realize hw much we meant to each other.
And maybe sometimes we just feign ignorant.
But i as a human being,like i say,I'll need guidance.
i dont want it to end.
Not now,
Not tomorrow,
Not next year,
And not anytime.
It always dawn on me, if we were to finish it,
Do we still have the courage/strength to face tomorrow.
To most of them, they'll just say "move on dude"
But the period of moving on.
Do all of them experienced it before,
Have they felt how torturing it could be.
It's like today we might sms and laugh with each other,
And the next day, there wont be any more sms/call that u eagerly awaits,
It may be a rough time for us now.
But i assure u it will be be smoother in time to come.
i noe we had this conversation for quite a number of times.
And nothing seems to change,but i believed there is some improvement kan?
What we talk about just now,really bring me back down to earth and realised that anything can happpen.
So,lets take this weekend for us to get away from this for some time,to give us some space and some thoughts to think about.
Like I say just now,i am imperfect, and that is y i need guidance.
But all these 1 year and 4 months when im with you,
it has changed me to be a more patience and to think rationally in most of the things that i do.
I might be selfish at times,but,i need you to voice it out to me even though it might hurt.
But at least i realised that.So, voice out ok..
This is a long one ok
I love u baby..
Very much..
I'll still hang on,no matter what it takes.
even if its to the very last inch.



*Nobody says it was easy,*
Oh,Its such a shame for us to part,
Nobody says it was easy,
No one ever said it would be this hard,
I'm going back to the stars

Coldplay- The Scientist







Over And Out,
Rahmat Hidayat